My Valentines day, well, I can see myself hit to the gym then library... as normal as it gonna be! Yeah, love birds everywhere, when I visited one of my local store at night, there were tons of heart shape ballon spread on the roof top. OMG, it boots the economic like ASAP, you will see guys checked out rose and cake w/ kinda mandatory face like (Am I supposed to do it?)... I was hoping that some day my guy can bring to build-a- bear factory, and we can pick up cute clothes and build a Hello Kitty together, he would give a kiss to the heart then putting into the kitty,(I did it to another kitty cat earlier), by times, my "teen dream" kinda gonna...
This is what I learned from Church sunday morning, we were talking about fellowship and love. Yes, love can be rational emotion, when I got drunk before, I can say "I love you" to anyone. Love is the emotion, which drive you crazy and make you laugh next second. But for the christian, love is not an emotion, it is the choice. If we take our sin, measure w/ what He did to wash the sin away. How great the love was that? Did He do it emotionally? Or he made the choice dead for us?
If you admit that love is choice, then applying them to your husband, your partner, your family and your kids, what gonna happen? As for me, I did struggle w/ the relationship problem, I thought love should be in certain way like how I did certain way to worship God, however it turns out I was totally wrong. I made a standard in my mind, set up the rules like how many time you should call me a week, things to do to celebrate the special days... I asked myself when I found out it was so worthless doing such silly things that did God ever set up a standard for us or told us worship me in certain way? Eventually I found out my answer form the Bible, Colossians 3:18 said "Wives, submit to your husbands, as is fitting in the Lord". I got this versus when I was crying by ending a not happy conversation w/ him, then I stopped crying and called him again by simply saying I am sorry but I love you... since God sent you as the gift, what's more I can do? Love you, it is emotion but it is the choice!
For my family, I love them to death. But there will be some issue between me and my mom, we always ended up w/ not really a happy ending. I would normally be a rebellion instead of simply love by obeying them. Recently, we had conversion about daily stuff, and God suddenly showed me about how stupid I was! People naturally have a selfness heart when it comes their personal issue, me either! I can either choice to love and obey them or I will be "so claimed" love them still being the rebellion! I made my choice, the choice to love as God love me, as how I want to love my God!
Happy Valentine's day to everyone, this is my hand-made vday gift for me and everyone!
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